Getting Over it.

Is it really the end? 

Or is it a new beginning? 

Because my heart will mend, 

And the room will stop spinning.

I will move on of that I'm sure,

Because time will heal me,

And there will be a new door,

And whatever will be, will be.

The End #2

I feel like I don't even know you any more,
Where is that charming boy who walked me to my door?
We used to talk every single day,
Now hardly a word we say. 
Slowly we drifted apart,
Some say we were doomed from the start.
I hoped to prove them wrong,
I guess our love was not that strong.

The End.

I hate the way you look at me now,
It all went wrong and I don't know how,
One minute you were holding me tight,
The next we were having a fight,
It was not meant to happen the way it did,
If I'd have hurt you, God forbid.
But it all happened so fast,
I guess I was right to doubt we'd last.

Coping.

I looked back in hope,
But you didn't turn around,
How will I cope?
Now that I've lost what we found.

Vanity.

Who do you think you are? 
Driving around in your car,
Like you are some kind of star,
But I tell you far from that you are.

The Choice.

You're all I've ever really known,

And though my actions I don't condone,

I just want you to think your choice through,

Because without you what am I supposed to do?

Anon.

There is more to life than boys,

They're mere play things, just toys. 

I have my fun and then I'm gone,

I'm just a face, my name anon.

Hope

You put yourself out there,

Wearing a skirt shorter than most would dare.

You flirt and dance with all the boys,

Playing these games like they are toys,

But how will they ever respect you,

If you don't respect yourself too. 

You don't realise just what you are worth,

You've been misguided since birth.

Someday someone will open your eyes,

They'll see past your breasts and thighs,

They'll introduce you to a better life,

You'll become a mother, a wife. 

Don't you see there's hope yet,

You don't deserve what you get.

Just look up and smile,

Things will be better in a little while.

Chances.

You came back, I knew it. 

But you've had your chance, and blew it. 

Love Lost

When I think of you my heart beats so fast,

Then I am reminded of how you are now in my past.

This love is so very strong,

This separation is just wrong.

I am yet to understand your choice,

I miss your touch, your face, your voice.

If only I could turn back the hands of time,

I’d prove that loving you wasn’t such a crime.

The Price

Everyday I think of the mistake I made,

Everyday I think of the price I paid,

Everyday I have cried,

Everyday these emotions I hide. 

Emptiness and Longing.

Don't say that you care, 
Because this just isn't fair.
Your stringing me along with your conversation,
Filling me with hope and hesitation,
I just don't know what to do,
When all I have ever wanted is you. 
I know that I am the one to blame,
I am full of so much guilt and shame. 
All I want is just one more chance,
But I know now I wont get a second glance.
So many dreams of you and me,
Now fade into memory.
You'd said you loved me and would marry me someday,
I never imagined it'd end this way.
My heart feels empty I'm in so much pain,
These tears roll from my eyes like pouring rain.
You haunt my thoughts through day and night,
Without you nothing at all feels right.
Everywhere I go and everything I see,
Reminds me of what used to be. 
Tell me please because I need to know,
How can I ever let go?