NEW BLOG & ACCOUNT

Hello all, I will no longer be using this account or blog - and as you can probably see, haven't done in some time.

I now have a new blog: shelbsf.blogspot.com    ... and the blog, Thought Bubble.

I have started afresh, and even reveal my true identity (makes me sound like a super hero!) I am no longer hiding behind 'the girl in the corner' and have revealed my real name, Shelby Fuller.

Please take a look at my new blog <3

This is me! :) 

Denial

I like to think I'm over it,

But I know I'm not,

Inside there's just a little bit,

Of the love I thought forgot. 

Believing

All I can do is hope and dream,

No matter how difficult my wishes may seem. 

No Use Pretending

Time is supposed to heal,

But all it has done is made this more real.

I wish I could forever pretend,

But if I did then my heart would never mend. 

Getting Over it.

Is it really the end? 

Or is it a new beginning? 

Because my heart will mend, 

And the room will stop spinning.

I will move on of that I'm sure,

Because time will heal me,

And there will be a new door,

And whatever will be, will be.

The End #2

I feel like I don't even know you any more,
Where is that charming boy who walked me to my door?
We used to talk every single day,
Now hardly a word we say. 
Slowly we drifted apart,
Some say we were doomed from the start.
I hoped to prove them wrong,
I guess our love was not that strong.

The End.

I hate the way you look at me now,
It all went wrong and I don't know how,
One minute you were holding me tight,
The next we were having a fight,
It was not meant to happen the way it did,
If I'd have hurt you, God forbid.
But it all happened so fast,
I guess I was right to doubt we'd last.

Coping.

I looked back in hope,
But you didn't turn around,
How will I cope?
Now that I've lost what we found.

Vanity.

Who do you think you are? 
Driving around in your car,
Like you are some kind of star,
But I tell you far from that you are.

The Choice.

You're all I've ever really known,

And though my actions I don't condone,

I just want you to think your choice through,

Because without you what am I supposed to do?